“I feel that my boat has bumped, there at the bottom, into something big. And nothing happens! Nothing… Quiet… Waves… Nothing happens? Or has everything happened, and we are already at rest, in something new?”- Juan Ramon Jimenez
There is a time for everything. According to the much-loved band Mumford and Sons, a time to sing, a time to shine, a time to leave, a time to stay, a time to cry, a time to love and a time to live. And if they’re saying it, then it must be so.
Now, at Londolozi, it seems the time is for abundance. We are literally watching the bush come to life.
The Mopane Pomegranates are bursting with sunshine-yellow flowers and Apple leaf trees are dusting the ground with their delicate purple blossoms that are begging to have makeshift snow angels made in them.
Every tree is shooting its first tiny leaves of the season. Fresh green grass is peaking its head above ground. Dung beetles, snakes, tortoises and a myriad of other tiny creatures are starting to emerge from their aestivation spots. The sense of promise and renewal is palpable.
I have been reading the work of Sharon Blackie, whose writing falls in the realm of psychology, mythology and ecology. She is a woman deeply connected to a sense of place. She believes that only when we reconnect with the land, will we be able to understand ourselves again and when this happens, we’ll remember our deep belonging to this planet.
Londolozi gives me that sense of place and deep belonging to this land and so when I look at this season, it calls me to ask myself what Nature’s masterful intelligence might be reminding us about our own lives.
To me it says, “trust in the cycles of life”. We are not separate from Nature and just as she has periods of dormancy or barrenness, so do we. And sometimes just the smallest shower of rain or touch of sunlight can trigger a bout of growth that causes the landscape of life to regain its lusciousness. Just take last year’s video on the drought as an example.
Even within a flourishing period, there are layers of death and re-birth. The Sjambok pod trees recently dropped their gorgeous yellow flowers, only to be followed by a shock of luminous green leaves. Old cavities bored into trees have become homes to hopeful nesting birds. Fallen leaf matter has enriched the soil that new life now emerges from.
And even as we look to the sky, we see cycles within cycles; mirroring the way that every process in our life moves at different speeds. The full moon lost its weight and appears as just a sliver of a smile at the moment. As it waxes though, it will once again reach its full potential before beginning its descent to newness. What follows is another fresh start.
Where in your life are things flourishing and coming to life? Where may a blossoming be coming to an end and yet the summer season still only beginning? What needs water? What needs sunlight? And if there are places where you have reached your full potential, what new life would you like to create?
At Londolozi, we are revelling in the miraculous gifts of summer but I invite you to tune into your own rhythms and seasons as well as those of the planet. Because as Sharon Blackie says, “only then can we truly become creatures of this Earth; only then can we begin to feel a sense of belonging to it.”
Thank you for another beautifully written and thought-provoking post, Amy. The Mopane Pomegranate photo is particularly vivid.
Thank you Carolyn!
Amy, what a thoughtful and inspiring essay. Your words dance across the page like free-spirited fairies. Wishing you all a beautiful summer season filled with the wonders that nature brings.
Thank you Denise. I just loved your comment- much appreciated! What season are you currently experiencing now?
I’m in Northern CALIFORNIA, less than an hour from SF. It’s Fall here, although in reality, it still feels like summer as the temperatures have been hovering in the 90’s. I’m lusting for cooler weather.
Fabulous Denise. Well good luck with that! I hope the temperature drops soon 🙂
Beautiful! Waiting for Summer…
Beautiful and very interesting blog. Thank You!
Thank you Nickolette!!
Amy I love your blogs. You write beautifully. Your words are touchimg my heart. It is funny that we think it is Spring in September. October is the most beautiful month with all the trees flowering and new growth all over. I see the Mopani trees are full of fresh green leaves. I am sitting under a “rain tree” writing this. The apple-leaf is one of my favourites aswell.
Thank you Marinda. It really is a beautiful time of year, isn’t it?! So glad that you’re in this part of the world to experience it too. What trees are flowering in your garden at the moment and have you seen any interesting summer migrants? All my best, Amy
The tree wisteria that we planted a few years ago is flowering this year for the first time. The red chested cuckoo wake us every morning at 3am. Also heard the Didericks cuckoo. Waiting for the first Woodlands.
Ah that is just the best Marinda! Such a gift to see the blossoming of something you invested in years ago! Enjoy it 🙂
A lovely post, one of my “to do” “bucket list” is to combine another trip to Londolozi with a trip to the Botanic Gardens at Kirstenbosch . A complete opposite to each other, but I think very rewarding.
Agreed Ian! There are so many magical wilderness spots to be explored in and around South Africa! Have you been to Cape Town before? Hope to see you here again soon!
Your writing about the spirituality of nature and the wilderness resonates with me. I enjoy reading them, thank you
Thank you Byron! Forever grateful to you for being one of the key instigators in my journey with wild places 🙂 Lots of love, Amy
Looking forward to following your path and journey with interest and excitement.
I love this article so much! Remindso me of the inter-connectivity of nature and how even a drought has a purpose in nature (I remember reading an earlier post about this). I feel like I’ve been going through a drought in my life at the moment, with me being confused and floundering and a lot of opportunities going nowhere or being false promises. Hopefully, a new opportunity to do a camping trip in the Kalahari and Okavango will not end in nothing.
I sometimes feel like these posts are the only thing keeping me connected to the bush, or keeping me sane.
Callum I’m so sorry to hear that! Keep trusting in the cycles of life. I hope that this post helped you to notice one small aspect at least that is flourishing in this drought period of yours. I also hope that you manage to get a trip deep into nature soon!! All my best, Amy
Thank you Amy! I’m trying to trust in the fact that, like the drought you had at Londolozi last year, mine will break too and everything will be renewed. There are signs that things are changing though, my SA bird list now stands at 412 and two of my wildlife photos were catergory winners in UCT’s Wildlife Photography Competition, called Exposure (you can see them on my instagram page if you want). So I can always turn to nature for guidance when everything else seems against me.
And I may actually get that trip into nature after Christmas. What I said in my first comment about the Central Kalahari and the Delta may actually happen! Keeping my fingers crossed for my first wild dogs and pels fishing owl and to finally get that leopard photograph!!!
Fingers crossed Callum, wishing you the best!
Beautiful blog Amy!
Thank you Harry!
Thank you Amy. Your words mean so much! I never felt connected to Nature until my visit to Londolozi. My visit has changed the way I feel about myself and the world. The feelings I encountered there I keep within a corner of my soul and your words provide comfort and remind me of our place in the world.
Thank you so much Jodi. You have no idea how much joy it brings me to here what your experience at Londolozi gave to you. Allow that encounter to flourish within, don’t just keep it in a corner of your soul 🙂 Hope to see you back here soon! All my best, Amy
Amy, your words are so eloquent and descriptive. I feel your soul connecting to nature and it transfers to my soul. Love your blogs.
Thank you so much Linda! I absolutely love that!!
thanks for this amazing story!
Amy, I love reading this, and viewing the lovely photos. I missed your two earlier blogs about trees, so I just read them. You shared the wisdom and beauty that I find in nature, but expressed it so wonderfully through words and pictures. Although I was unaware of the Apple Leaf tree, I developed great respect for it just reading your posts. I believe in the healing power found in nature and in communicating with nature. I love to have a conversation with a tree. I ask the questions and imagine the answers, wondering about the birth, the growth, the life experiences, what has been witnessed. And what it can tell me about myself. Your description of your experiences as well as the words you shared from others are much appreciated. And, thank you for introduction to the writings of Sharon Blackie. I have ordered her latest book. I’ll end with your very meaningful quote. ” There is a part of every single one of us that feels at home in nature, so allow yourself to go home every once in a while”. Thank you
Thank you for showing spring revealing itself once again to the world. I love the flora. Often overlooked.
Diane